The things I thought I enjoyed, I’m not sure if I actually enjoy them. Like, yoga. A practice I have flirted with on and off since my teens … do I feel like going to a yoga class (other than a baby and me yoga class)? No. I don’t.

I’m a classically trained opera singer. Does this mean I’m out and about at choir rehearsals or teaching voice lessons? No. But I hope Max likes his Mama’s well trained voice.

So, what do I like doing now? Aside from spending all my free time with my family, I’ve found the things I actually make time for include:

blogs — which I think falls into writing/reading

taking walks — this sounds like exercise

furniture — man, that sounds pretty boring, but I love browsing furniture stores. Confession: I’ve made it to Restoration Hardware two weekends in a row!

coffee — yeah, it used to be wine. red wine. wine tasting. Now, I’m already falling asleep by 8:30! Wine would surely shorten my night!

mommy things — cloth diapers, breastfeeding, ya know, that sort of thing. Bring on the parenting magazines!

fashion/clothes — mostly talking about fantasizing about Zulily here, but I get excited about the concept of going on a fall/winter after baby shopping spree. Also, in love with thinking about buying baby clothes – can’t resist Baby Gap!

cooking — dinnertime is usually a success if there’s a hot meal on the table every night of the work week, but on the weekends, I love making waffles with my new waffle maker, brewing coffee and anything else that strikes me.

So, it’s low key stuff. But these things make me happy.

Now, if I only had the discipline to write about all these things in this blog on a daily basis. That’s the goal.

Still holding off on making Pinterest a hobby, but how I would love to create a collection of Living Room ideas.

Here’s the Living Room look I’m in love with right now.

Restoration Hardware Living Room

I’m envious of those of you who have time to unwind and write. I’m sure it’s not as easy as you make it look, but you’re sure fooling me!  You take stunning photographs and disclose heartfelt anecdotes about your innermost feelings to the world. So eloquent. Even the most haphazard posting is a musing from a poet laureate. One thing leads to another, and suddenly, you’ve got an audience. Hundreds. Even, thousands! Companies are rewarding you with high end strollers and cloth diaper give-aways and free breast pumps and I’m still at the point where I’m barely disclosing enough information, hemming and hawing over whether or not to post a Halloween picture of my kid. It truly is a world of “you get what you give.”

Can there be a balance? Mom on a Rampage bubbles up the dark side of mommy blogging on a great recent post. And then there are bloggers like Amalah, so hilarious, heartfelt (there’s that word again) and entertaining, I feel like I’m watching a well written sitcom on prime time TV. (Probably in the Wednesday evening time slot, after Modern Family.)

I mention these bloggers because they are some of my favorites. I admire their writing. I have discussed my struggle with letting go and writing for an audience in one of my other blogs, The Technologist’s Wife. And I’m really just putting all that out there.

I think the key is to keep writing. Develop a rhythm. Eventually an “audience” and see what happens.

Anyway, now that I’ve addressed that, I’m hoping I won’t delete my blog just to start one again on 1/1/2012 in hopes that that will be the blog that wins me fortune, fame, free diapers and klout.

Seriously preoccupied with: Restoration Hardware | Baby Gap | Natural Teething Remedies

• roasted pumpkin seeds
• went on 2 hayrides
• picked out 5 pumpkins
• drank a lot of hot apple cider
• made chili
• put orange lights outside
• carved a very scary 20 lb pumpkin
• sang Halloween songs
• went to our subdivision’s fall festival
• made pumpkin muffins
• made pumpkin oatmeal
• went to a 1 year old’s birthday party at a pumpkin patch
• ate candied apples
• took long walks
• celebrated 2 anniversaries and a birthday
• watched the days grow shorter and the nights grow longer, darker and colder

What this means?

I may starve unless I can find change somewhere in my desk.

I’ll have to wander to other buildings to find the free coffee in the building.

I won’t be able to buy anything online. (Reminds me. I was eyeing the Free Shipping over at Kelly’s Closet this weekend, but I missed it.)

So far the food and coffee situation have been OK. I brought a huge cup of homemade oatmeal in with me, and a Luna bar for later. I even caught up with a coworker from a past life, who was actually hanging right around the Flavia machine. That was cool. As for scrounging around for change at my desk. I found $1.46.

Update.

Yeah, I had a bagel. For 80 cents. Don’t even ask how I spiced it up, seeing that they were throwing the bagels away by 1:30 in the afternoon.

Tomorrow, I will remember! At least I learned a lesson in being resourceful.

Walking to the other building for the fancy/free coffee can be a good thing. You never know who you’ll meet along the way.

I’ve rarely buy clothes for Max because he has such great ones from his buddy Brady, but we’re going to Brady’s 1 year birthday party in a couple of weeks, and I really don’t want Max in Brady’s duds. Plus, he’s meeting a lot of other baby friends for the first time. This probably sounds ridiculous.

So, I splurged and ordered him a Gingham bodysuit in Fall Beige (we’re going to a pumpkin patch, so I wanted him to look the part — but not too much of a country bumpkin baby in overalls or heavy plaid — though I was tempted!)

and this Shearling trapper hat. I hope it’s just not too big for his head!

Max has had a great attention span since birth. He’s reaching all of his developmental milestones on time … so when the Dr. asked who is caring for Max during the day and I said his Grandmas, I was surprised to hear what he had to say next.

He handed me a sheet called Television and Video Viewing Children 0-2 that pretty much says TV=Autism.

The TV has been on since Max was born. I’ve even sat him in front of it on occasion to watch kids shows — was I not supposed to do this? How about Baby Einstein? He laughs and smiles at these shows … was I really doing him harm?

From the sheet: “Research done on children under age 2 who regularly watched Baby Einstein DVDs showed a decrease in language skills when compared to children who did not watch these videos.”

Just yesterday I was feeling like a “bad mom” because I hadn’t turned on his Baby Einstein DVD in a month.

I really liked the doctor, and am going to have Max see him again in 2 months — I understand that kids are overexposed to television and what not, and the TV that we have on is just background noise — but apparently that’s not even a good idea.

“Some harmful effects of television/video watching include difficulty learning words or language delay, attention problems in later childhood and decreased social interactions.”

I’m going to think twice now when it comes to turning on a tv show to entertain him for 5 minutes while I go in the other room, and will avoid downloading anymore iPad/iPhone audio books — but I don’t know that I’ll go so far as to have the TV totally off all day. Turned off more, maybe, but the baby is not paying attention. He’s not sitting watching TV, it’s just there.

“When the TV is on even in the background, children tend to vocalize less.”

The minute Max stops cooing and laughing and being his active, vibrant self, believe me, we’ll take note and turn off the TV. For now, we’ll limit it and stop using any Baby Einstein or phone videos.

So, what are your thoughts parents? Should I throw my TV out the window? Disregard what the Doctor has to say? I think I’ll do a little bit of both, watch my kid and take my chances.

I was a dog person growing up. Couldn’t stand cats. Well, fast forward  a few decades and here I am with 3 cats!

Introducing:

Cosmo

Technically, my cat. 3 years old. Not the most flattering picture of her, but it’s got some comic value. Cosmo is super quirky. Used to just sit in this chair all day. Until Max came along. Now she likes to be wherever he is. She’s more or less neurotic, but loves attention and quacks like a duck, instead of meowing. Will nip if you try to rub her tummy. Loves to eat. Gets along with Pepper, dislikes Orion. Loves attention and to be brushed.

Orion

My husband’s Alpha cat. She’s 9 or something. Very sweet. Definition of a lap cat. Don’t dare pick her up. She dislikes Cosmo since she and Pepper were roommates for years, and even that relationship took a long time to work out. If you’re chilly and want a heating pad, just call Orion over for a quick snuggle.

Pepper

Playful and lots of fun, even at 7 or so years old. She’ll climb anything, go anywhere and she camps out all night in front of Max’s nursery most nights. She’s sweet, but won’t cuddle. Will jump on your back and shoulders scaring you from behind. She’s genuine and easy going. Friends with Orion and Pepper.

I stopped in briefly on my lunch break, just to check out the store layout. It was very busy, and the sale rack was the hot place to be. Would’ve needed a lot more time to figure out if I wanted to buy anything, but there were some pretty good 25% off of sale item sales.

To be honest, I don’t even think Anthropologie is necessarily my style. I’m not in love with so many layers, but I do like the look and feel or the store. There really are some beautiful pieces. Think the houseware stuff may actually be more appealing to me. Only item I actually picked up in the store — (and was afraid I was going to break because it was on some complicated display) was this tumbler.

To read a really thorough review of the new store, read A Lacey Perspective.

Last night, was the first night in months, (did I really think I was going to get away with a baby that ALWAYS sleeps through the night?) that he woke up. Ate. And was wide awake. And squealing. Having a great time at 3am.

The thing is — he’s going to be 4 months on Sunday. He’s becoming more and more aware everyday, not to mention bigger and stronger. Has the time come to try putting him to sleep in his crib? Does anyone have any techniques on how to move a baby from a Rock and Play’ Sleeper and/or Arm’s Reach Co-sleeper? It is SO easy to just rock him in the Rock and Play. We’ve been able to have so many wonderful nights of sleep with Max in there. But, I know he’s growing out of these.

Ahem.

Fisher-Price Newborn Rock ‘n Play Sleeper:

• Use from birth until child is able to pull up or sit unassisted <— uh oh